polis

mlm tdi after balik from my sister place

i used the way that i used to be

sorng2 lak tuh ini gara2 tengk movie ngn anak2 buah n my sister..dat's why alek lambt..

but ape lah demm polis tu wat roadblock tyme tuh aku pon ta taw

aaargghh..benci roadblock even aku ta salah ape2..lesen sume setel

tpi ta suke jugak sebb mlm tdi an..

aowh biarlah jdi rahsia kewanitaan ku..kikikiki

polis tu menanya soalan yg bukn dlm akta perundangn..sengal ajewp..

tpi ko comel gak ae polis muda..

hee (kemiangan..lalala) 

SHE

sedang khusyuk mendengar lagu smbil melyan facebook

tbe2 terputar lagu die..

lagu neh kengn aku dgn "she"..she is the one yg penh susah n seng ngn aku dulu

aku rindu kaw "she"

ur my bff

u running around on my dream lately..

why???

lgu ko lak kuar kan..

sume teringt alek

dah la aku benchi nak ingt alek

u toture me now..

i feel the pain

i hate oll aboout u

i cant see u

i dont wanna be with u anymore

coz u will give this bad feeling toward me more n more

banyak ko tipu aku..ape lah silap aku kat ko
smpi kawan2 aku yg len tak mo kwn aku
sedey la ko wat ak cm neh
sume dah misunderstanding
itu sume yg ko nak kan
sbb ko penh ckp kt aku 
"ko ramai kwn, aku?"
now mesti ko puas kan ko buat ak cm neh
i wish u happy
~just go and stand there watch me burn~
aarrgghh sume teringt alek

i love the way u lie me..teng a lot T_T

u bitch hunny

i miss u "miss F"
sbb aku sayang ko taw ta!!!!
aku bulih je maafkn kaw
tpi kaw??
lagu neh tok ko "i love the way u lie-rihana"


p/s aw..teremo kjap..huuu

Like Story

"if after all this happen between u n me..

i'm not surprise it happen again..i am try to be honest but yet dis is the conclusion..

u still doubt on me..if i do wrong or hurting u without i realise it..damnly sorry!!...

but atleast let me noe what is it..i'm not perfect..but if u said that "2nd is losing" is da best way 4 u..

just choice the way...it seem scary 4 me but if it gud for u, i'll let u go... "

p/s best gak ayat aku neh..sungguh dramatik..

lovely

cat is always in

myheart muahhx2!

Jazmine Sullivan - Bust Your Windows Lyrics

I bust the windows out your car

And no it didn’t mend my broken heart

I’ll probably always have these ugly scars

But right now I don’t care about that part

I bust the windows out your car

After I saw you laying next to her

I didn’t wanna but I took my turn

I’m glad I did it ’cause you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit

To think of how you’d feel, when you saw it

I didn’t know that I had that much strength

But I’m glad you see what happens when

You see you can’t just play with people’s feelings

Tell them you love them and don’t mean it

You’ll probably say that it was juvenille

But I think that I deserve to smile

Ha ha ha ha ha

I bust the windows out your car

You know I did it ’cause I left my mark

Wrote my initials with the crowbar

And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car

You should feel lucky that that’s all I did

After five whole years of this

Gave you all of me & you played with it

Oooh ahh…

I must admit it helped a little bit

To think of how you’d feel when you saw it

I didn’t know that I had that much strength

But I’m glad you see what happens when…

You see you can’t just play with people’s feelings

Tell them you love them and don’t mean it

You’ll probably say that it was juvenille

But I think that I deserve to smile

But it dont comfort….

But it don’t comfort to my broken heart

You could never feel how I felt that day

Until it happens baby you don’t know pain

Oooh Yeah I did it (Yeah I did it)

You should know it (You should know it)

I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)

You deserved it (You deserved it)

After what you did to me (After what you did)

You deserved it (You deserved it)

I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)

no no oh… (I ain’t sorry)

You broke my heart

So I broke ya car

You caused me pain (You caused me pain)

So I did the same

Even though all that you did to me was much worse

I had to do something to make you hurt yeah

Oh but why am I still cryin’?

Why am I the one whose still cryin’?

Oh oh you really hurt me baby

You really you really hurt me baby

Hey, hey, hey

Hey, hey, hey

Hey hey hey hey

Now watch me yua

Now watch me ha ha ha

I bust the windows out ya car

aw..i am addicted wif dis song now!!

faMily time..

all...we all baru jew abes tengk hindustan movie..latest hindi movie 

kot..film title is 3 idiots..owh so lovely+bahagia n happy+exciting+memgg bestt lah..

5 star for this movie..

mak aku cry

kakak aku cry

aku cry

n 

yang len tolong gelakkn kami

yg benor dorng tuh na cover

tpi memg citer neh syahdu n happening

karunk teng r citer neh..

 before movie start kte posing cam gedix neh..tengs kakak~

cuti-cuti melaka..

siang tadi sibuk umah kawin..mlm pula kuar dgn famly g 

jejln around melaka..wif abah, mak, aq , kakak2 n abg..

memg baru balik lar neh dgn baju ta salin ag..hikhikh..

sebelom tuh kte orng singgah hospital jap..jenguk uncle, die sakit 

kencing manis yg kronik..tulah habes jew rye mcm2 penyakit dtg..gula tinggi lah n mcm2 an..

manew tak nye raye aritu hari2 die bedal air berkarbonat..

pgi petng siang mlm..finally..2 jari kaki beliaw terpkse dipotong..

menyesal tade gunanya

p/s ini lah hospital yg aku pgi tdi..

kemudian kami pon singgah di Malacca River, kat situ memg cantek waktu mlm.

adew kampung morten yg menmpatkan rumah-rumah melka yg dijaga dan dihiasi cantik..

memg cantek lorh..snap satu je..tpi yg len memg banyak kat area situ..aw...bangge jdi rakyat melaka..huuu

suasana ta yah nak ckp..cantik+nyaman+romantik

then kat situ jugak adew river cruise. so die akn bawak sepanjang sungai melaka smbil menikmati keheningn n keindahan melaka..canteek taw melaka waktu mlm..sekarang makin maju n ramai gilew orng luar yg dtg melwat melaka..so memg ramai foreighner yg nek bndew tuh2 tdi..aq tengk jew sbb dah jemu kot...al-maklom negeri sendri..

so kami pon pergi kew kg morten, park jauh2 then jalan kaki..

di kg morten rumah-rumh melaka memg cntek.

aku pon kaki pose, mcm2 aksi lew aku wat..huhu..sian Hazim n ma sister..

kene layan r aku an..sayang korunk lebey!!..muaahx

tpi memg malang+kesian kat azim sbb tyme kau sowh die amik pic aku an, die terjatuh tersembam ke belkng..hahaha..gelak tak terkire aku..

ini kate die.."acu, sakit bonbon azim"

hah..lepas puas all this famly stuff..

feel sturving le pulop

kte orng pown singgah lew di resturant seafood.best gak serve diew..cume fries die tak brapew nak crunchy

then sampai2 aq sorng yg terus order while others, looking for the menu, see betape gelojohnye aku..hikhik..yg krunk nmpk nie namenyee mihun tomyam..yummy..aww...memg menjilat jari

my fav beverage lak definately ice-Laichy..unexpected when they gave me a jumbo glass of ice-laichy..for sure i can't drink them ol..

plus i'm ordered france fries n shrimp

mood= unsatisfy b'coz too salthy 

hazim will always ordered his favrt Nasi goreng Sotong wif ice-tea..

i tasted it n totally out of my taste..how he possibly ate them ol 

(still looking 4 da answer).._

everything we done tonite..we spent tyme together..plying all around, snaping vogue picca, eating so much food. traducing peopl wif junk of hot gossip..
i am so happy with all of u fam..i cant breath without u..


u are my heart
u are my lipstick
u are my blusher
u are my money
love u demmly bad!!!


i will whine like a baby if there is heartless people doing bad or have a smelly intend toward my fam, better u go as a Cow
yaww


p/s love u all muahhx2!

Perkahwinan & Pertunangan

hey all!!

neh aq baru alek dri umh sedare aku..umh die dekat je ngn umh..hikhikhik..die buat kenduri kawin..happy wedding Day for u abg Sobri Bin Hashim..semoga berbahgia n berkekaln hingga akhir hayat..sweetnyee korunk..

tahniah abg sobri!!!

.

happy enggagement to Mashita, semoga ikatan petunangan akn berakhir dgn perkahwinan yg membahagiakan..amen3 ya rab..tahun depan kte lak tunang. nnti jangn lupe lak dtg umah bwk famly ko sume taw

p/s haha..aku diapit oleh dayang2..n belkng tuh interprem jewk..

korunk memg cool

streamyx

yea...yuhuuuu

ari neh streamyx umah dah pasang..berukband aku nak wakafkan pada kakak aku..biar die yg pakai lak..

memg azab la an pkai beruk band...

aww..laju semcm je neh...

ahakx~

so pasneh dah leyh upload pic sampt lebam..dah

leyh download lagu..dah leyh tengk movie..n bla2..

aww...sukew sangat

story of Minyak Kete abess

aw.......

mengelabah..

takot..

terkejowt..

fuh..ini lah aku rsekn bile first tyme tbe2 minyak kete abess...

hah...memg padan la tu an...

ikuti adegan ini:

she= "aku sudah serik bercinta..kerna asyik berakhir dgn kecewa..tpi sejak hadirnye dia,semua sistem kawln kini terdedah..wohho..aku aku bagaikn sudah ter.."..

punyew lah asyik nyanyi lagu stacy-jahat neh tbew2 an, gear minyak aku tekan neh tbe2 ta sharp, adewh, alamk ai dlm hti berbisik, tekan ag kuat2, suddenly kete semkin slow..memg sah2 r neh, kete nak benti..pehh!!..

hanya tuhan jew yg tau perasaan gelbh sbb tyme tuh berderat kete kat belakng...memg tyme tu aku harap sgt superman dtg nolong..memg tak la an citer diew..

pastu nasib bek kete still jln neh even dah slow, terus belok kiri dgn left signal tak on gelbh nye pasal sume lupew..memg cantek giler aq parkig kete kat bahu jln..aw...nasib bek sempat benti tepi kalu benti kat tengh2 tuh compem aku nangis smbil tarik mukew penyek2...hahaha..kelakar lew pulak bile teringt balik ptg tdi..then aku tepon lew sape2 yg dekat tyme tuh..nak kol abah ta dpt, kol mak tak jdi sbb mak kat sek kompem2 she cant make it..then tepon kwn aku pon ta angkt..peh tyme neh lak an ko ta angkt, bilew tyme aku sibuk ko kalu bulih 24 jam an kol..tapew2 sabar2..

then dengan muke yg selamba dan agk poyo, kuar la kereta..kat depn tuh nmpk ade sorng pakcik nie ngh jage lembu die mum rumput kat tepi sawah tuh, baru jew nak mulakan langkah, ade lah mamat sorng neh benti..ikutu dialog neh:

he: kak, nape ne kak (kakk kaw pgl, kaw ag tue taw..kikiki)

she:bang..kete minyak abes laa..cam new neh..

he:tapew2..ade tong minyak ta, sye g belikan

(aww....awak sungguh baek hati..sye terharu..syukur alhamdulillah)

she:adew2 kat belkng kete,jap ae

(aku pgi ngn segera kat boot kete)

she:nah..tapew ke nie menyusahkn..

he:tapew

she:nie sye upah ae (sambil mengeluarkan not Rm10)

he:eh2..tapew..no tengs~

(no tengs katenyew, kaw memg bek r bro, kaw dah kawin lom..hikhikhi)

aku pon stay dlm kete, berape mint kemudian diew pon dtg dgn machonye smbil mmbawe tong berisi minyak..diew gak yg tuangkan n die gak yg start kan kete..aku..tengok jew..hikhikhik

he:ok..jalan elok2 (sambil buat muke sweet)

she:mekasih banyak2 ye bang..

he:ok2 tadew hal, kim salam ayah taw..

she:insyaallah bang

aku pown meluncur kete dgn laju smbil wat muke inncent..memg malu giler..huhu..then terus g umh kawan aku, die tunang..congrate to her~

balik jew umh mak aku pon tbe2 tanye..

mumy:kete minyak kering smpi benti ae

ifa islam: aw..manew taw neh..aduh

mumy: ko neh, buang tebiat ape, nek kete ta reti2 nak isi minyak

ifa islam: bukan, abahnye sign tu nipoo, manew taw die betol2 abes, semlm sign fuel warning tuh mcm tu gak tpi minyak ta abes pown..

mumy:nodded

tbe2 dgr abah nak dtg cepat2 masuk bilik..takt kene marah deh..memg abah yg taw sbb kawan diew g taw ank perempuan die nie bwk kete pastu rosak tepi jln lew..aduh payah neh kalu bapak femes naw..hahaha

abah: lain kali kalu nak bwk kete tuh isi minyak tuh, jgn lokek sgt..tak elok..ko neh

ifa islam: mane taw bende neh na jdi

mood: sedikit stress...

watak Drama~

she: Ifa Islam

he: strangers

abah: aba

mumy: mak

Facebook...

missDiary..nak ngadu neh..T_T

Facebook ialah satu2nya buku yg dri dulu aku tak jemu nak bace..

kalu aku tensen aku salu pgi sni..sbb aku kadg2 rase sorang2..biasalah normal feeling yg semua orng rase..

bilew sakit hati, aku salu bukk buku neh sbb ini lah satu2nya buku yg aku happy after chatting, dngr lagu yg di tagged kan..lupew kejp masalh..happy semula bile emosi ta stabil..orng ckp kalu emosi ta stabil bace lah al-quran sembhyang..itu aku buat jugak..sbb bende tu aku takkn tinggal smpi mati skalipon..

tpi kadng2 aku nie remaja seperti yg laen, hiburan2 pon perlu jugak..bukn hiburan yg berat2 tuh..setakat tengk movie n dgr lagu, bnder tu bulih jd teraphy tok aku..

aku bukn nye jenis social..kwn2 yg rapat dgn aku kenal aku mcm new..walaopn dulu penh rapat dgn lelki aku still jge batas..ta penh sentuh2 lelaki..holding hand jauh skali..famly aku pon taw bnde neh..salu share2 dgn kakk aku..aku still jge batasan sbg muslim..aku tak ckp dri aku alim, tpi aku taw mnew yg halal dan haram..aku harap aku kekalknye sampai aku kawin nnti..insyaAllah..selagi aku tak buat maksiat n buat perkare2 yg leyh jatuh kan maruah aku n famly itu sudah cukup..solat pon aku jge..tpi kan..kdng2 dlm facebook neh gak aku rse mcm irritating..aku taw aku bukn jenis yg terlalu alim, pakai tudung tpi ta mcm gadis2 len yg tudung labuh..kdg2 yg tuduh labuh tu gak dlm diam buat maksiat, aku ta tuduh semua tdung labuh tu buat maksiat, cme nak tekn kn disini, aku akn berubah bile smpi waktunye..aku tak nak berubah bile disuruh dan dipakse..

bile mcmtuh, ape aku but semuanya tak ikhlas..adew segelintir yg anggap aku neh terlalu social..suke letak status yg jiwang2..tpi an jujur aku ckp, kdng2 status yg aku buat hnye sekadr status..tade kene mengena dngn hati ini..kalu ade kaitan dgn syang2 an, ta semestinye aku tujukn dekt lelki, mungkin aku ckp tok kwn bek aku..sahbt aku..i love my sahabt..kdng2 aku tujukn kat mak aku..itu semua aku je yg taw...ade gak yg pikir bukn2..ade yg add aku sbb nak tengk aku cm mnew..nak nilai aku mcm ne..

DONT JUDGE ME ON THE COVER...u are not saintly btw...contohnya ramai yg suke bile aku tukar status single..peliknye...padahal status itu tade bezenyew..sebelom status single tuh aku wat open relationship dengn kerepek pedas an.. sebenrnya itu status men2 jew, ta semuanya bnde dlm tuh betol..sekdr tok happy kn dri sendri..selagi tak buat perkare yg ta betol aku rse itu pon dah kire ok...please..i know who i am..dont judge people on its cover..sbb bile dah judje orng mcm tuh pon dah kire DOSA...

missDiary maw nagis da~..

p/s i am not like u..but yet i'm try to be the best..selami lah hati orng itu dengn mengenali dirinya bukn sekadar membuat keputusan berdasarkan ape yg kte nmpak..sbb Allah jadikan manusia mcm2 ragam, perwatakan, rupa, kite tak leyh nak ubah mereka jdi seperti kita..kadang2 perbuatan anda bulih membuat kan mereka2 yg malang itu terase..

hah best gak teori neh..

Bell In the house!

bell...syg bell penyek2

die sweet..

diew nakal..

sukew sgt men2 ngn aku..

kejar aku..

gigit aku..

ko memg annoying bell..

hikhik..

tp tapew..sbb aku sayang+sukew ko saaaangatt..kaw taw tak???...mesti ko tak taw..

sbb ko an tadew akal..hikhikhik..mukew innocent ko tuh mmg aku geram sgt an..bilew ko lari terkedek2 pulak an..ko ingt kaw seksi..

tapi kaw memg seksi samapi penyek taw..aku suke kaw..

nnti ade mase aku dtg tengk ko ae..masti kte main2 taw..

bwk bola kecik kew tok ko..bole lame tuh mcm ta best jew..huhu

hah sumew owng tanyew an..bell neh sape an..hehe..saje maw bagi suspen..

ini lah bell...sweet ta?...bell nie kucim siam..cuzzie aku b

ela..dulu kicik..sekarang besaw dah..tuan die bg mak

an jerung kew hape

w hari2..tpi memg cute..macam TIGER...hehe..

huk99...pedihnyee

aw..pedih teramat sangat..

sakitnyeee

sakit yg tak tertanggung..

inilah yg aku alami setiap bulan..

rase setiap bulan aku beranak..huhu..

tpi an memg serius punyew sakit..

air mate memg mengalir r..tengk mate aku yg dah edit neh..sedey ta..

semlm terbongkang atas katil smbil bad

an meringkuk 360 darjah tahan sakit..mase baljr dulu fatin akn ready kan aku dgn ubat tahan sakit, kene pakse mkn..kalu mlm takleyh tdo..

die pon tak leyh tdo..kesian kot tengk aku..(sebenrnye die sedang memjuk aku tok g klinik..kikiki)..now stdy dah abes..

aku sorng je yg nanggung..

kadang2 terpikir..untung jdi laki...tadew nak tanggung sakit..

tpi tak mo lah..rase bersyukur sngt2 sbb jd perempuan..banyak kelebihn Allah berikan selain drp semua perbelnjaan suami kene tanggung..(materialistik sungguh!)..

su oll guy...tulun lah hargai wanita sampai penyek...kesian kt kami insan yg lemah nih..

Selamat Hari Raye

selamat hari raye..

di kesempatan ini..sye nak wish selmat hari rye kepd rakan..ex2..scandal2..bf2..gf2..yg selalu dekat kat hati neyh...sorry lar kalu ade tersinggung kan hati..terngumpat sket tbe2 korunk dpt tahu..pastu tercuri kertas A4 tyme wat kuiz..terslah ckp..miss understanding n wut so ever yg related kat hati korunk..ifa mintak maaf sgt2 ae..jgn ade dendam..jgn ade cemburu kat diriku ini..kalu dendam or cemburu ckp je terus trng..conth "ifa, sy cemburu la wk kwn ngn budak neh..eh ifa aku dah lme dendam ngn ko taw ta.."..hah mcm tuh pon bulih..harap sume2 tu 0-0 la ae...

sye manusia..serba sebi ta perfect..tpi wif u guys i learn wut life is..if not dah lame sy ta respect life sye..huhu..tadew2..men2 jew..

selamat hari raye k..untuk korang..ifa nyanyi lagu....

selamat hari raya..

hari untuk kte bersuka ria..

mintak mak kueh sepotong sya mahu mkn kerna perot kosong..

yg selebeynye..korunk smbung la sendri..

ahakx~..

p/s selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin

Aj si merah...

awk..o awk...nape ta nyahut neh..hikhikhik (i'm sewel)

awk bek..awk sabar dgn sy..

sy jew ta sbr ngn awk..

salu jew nak marah awk..nak terajang awk lah..nak tampau awk la..tpi yg peliknye

awk sukew an..kalu camtuh sye tampau awk lju2 smpi lebam pastu senyum sampi telingew k..

hahahahaha..kdg2 kelkar je awk neh dengn muke tak berslah tuh..sye gurao jew..takkn lah nak wat betol2 kan..betol Encik tain..

sye adew wat movie maker..tok awk n ain..nnti tengk...sye dah email kat awk..surry taw kalu ta best..drawing mcm baby ag tuh..tpi bndew tu sye wat ad value..hope hubungn kte sebagai sahabat smpai kapan pon..kalu sye dah kawin, sye takkn lupekn awk..kalu awk dah kawin nnti..awk pon jgn lupekn sye ae..awk lupekn sye..sye curi t-shirt merah kesayangn awk tuh..pastu jual kat bundle rm 50 sen..hikhikhik...

p/s aj si merah~

minat+sayang+cinta Diana Danielle

argghh..tbew2 terfall inluf lak dkt Dee..dee is the name that she use to call her name btw..

ini gare2 bilew tengk trailer magika..memg berbakat sungguh diew..leyh nyanyi..cantik..berlakon..sume tip top..

one day nak jumpew..diew..manew lah taw pasni ade lucky berlakon lak an..tbe2 bergndingn lak ngn die..memg best r citer diew..

pesanan untuk Dee..doesnt matter if people keep talkin bad about u..no matter who your, u dont have to worry cuz u have me here..100% support to u Dee..i am ur biggest fan.. as sweet as mcflurry..n as wide as kosmology..love u always..i love u i love n stay cool...

SAHABAT saye

Sahabat yang beriman ibarat

mentari yang menyinar.

Sahabat yang setia bagai pewangi yang

mengharumkan.

Sahabat sejati menjadi pendorong impian.

Sahabat berhati mulia membawa kita ke jalan Allah.

Raya Fever

selamat hari rye missDiary..

lame tak update u missDiary..

windu kat kamu missDiary

wah sedar ta sedr sekjp jew abes pose..pose so far alhamdulillah..tak rse desperate nak mkn time pose..hehe..nafsu mum leyh control ag compare taun2 lepas sbb tyme tu kat pahang still blaja..now cuti panjang...aww..bestnyew..nikmat hidop berbuke pose bersme famly ari2...

so today ari rye yg ke-6..almaklom lew bru skunk leyh update sbb bz memnjang..cewah3..padahal tidorr je kjewnye...dis hri rye meriah sprti taun2 lepas..still dapt wet rye eventhought tak nak wet rye..tpi dorng dah ulur takkn nak jual mahal jew kan..bak kate mak ain, owng nak bg, amik je larrr..

huhu..

setelah dicollect2, wet rye tahun neh sket jew..tahun pas Rm400+ but dis rye Rm 200+..ok lar tu..drp tadew..huhu..dah besaw kot..tpi yg sedeynyew tahun neh most of my sister rye kat famly mertue die..sowh gmbr rye tak amik..parents lak tyme pgi rye bzi gilew2 sbb dorng anak sulung dri kalangn famly dorng, pgi2 rye ramai adeq berdik diew dah serbu..so mcm na maw tangkap itu gambr famy..aduh....sedeynyew lah..

bru jew nk amik gmbr glemer2 pgi tuh..tpi kencell le pulak..aww..ta beshh3