F I T N A H

hey all..

hey miss Diary..

lame tak bersentuhan dgn miss diary kan..

sorry mood untuk menaip tak sampi le..

tpi tade mood gak sekarang neh la miss Diary..ade je orng nak tuduh kte neh bukan2..

dah la ari tu tak pasal2 kene tuduh, disebabkan hal itu putus persahabatan..

kalu betul bnde tu terjadi, kaji dulu apa yang berlaku, tanya kte hal sebenar

ini tidak, pakai tuduh  bf die curang sbbkan aku..

tak ke patut..ini nasihat dari kte untuk BELIAU

kalu sayangkan hubungan yang telah lame terbina, percayalah satu sama lain, bila pasangan tu buat salah, berilah die peluang untuk menjelaskan perkara yg sebenar...korunk baru berkawan, belum ada lagi ikatan yang betul rasmi dalam hubungan tu..tak salah kalu die berkawan dgn sesiapa yang die mahu sbb kurunk berdua ada hak untuk berkawan dgn siapa yang korunk nak..jangan disebabkan hal tu, hubungn gf bf korunk terputus la.. come on ok, u grown up!

kalu anda cakp:

"kenapa berhubung dgn bf aku kenapa tak berhubung dgn aku jugak"

1. meh sini kte jawab: PERLU KE kene berhubung dgn anda dulu kalu ur bf yg dtg dulu kat sya?..kalu sepuluh kawan baru yg nak berkawan dgn bf anda maksudnya 10 orng neh kene mintak keizinan dgn anda dulu la ye lah ye?..jangan anggap cara yg sama yg digunakan oleh kawan2 baik anda yg mintak izin awk dulu kalau ingin berhubung dgn bf anda perlu kami lakukan.jelas tak disini kawan2 baik anda pon faham anda kuat cemburu orngnya.
2. kalu nothing happen between me and him pon kene gak ke berhubung dgn anda? bukan kan nnti anda jugak yg rase curiga sebb kite dah lame tak contack tbe2 kontek disebabkan bf anda? lagi satu rasenye banyak kot picca2 comment anda dan bf anda sye puji..
3. lagi satu ade ke sweet2 word yang anda jumpe waktu bf anda meseg sye dalam inbox FB?...
4. ape sebab yang jelas anda nak marah bf anda dan tuduh saya ada apa2 dgn bf anda?
5. DEMI ALLAH tak penah terlintas sikit pon nak ada apa2 hubungan dgn bf anda okeyh

"kenapa chat dangan bf aku lebeyh dari pukul 12"

1. apa bezenye time len? kalu kami setakat chat selama 5 minit?
2. kalu itu masa yg sesuai kenapa tidak
3. adakah saya yang mengajak bf anda untuk chat? 
4. kerana time itu sajalah sya bulih online dengan kawan2 sya..bukan ur bf sorng ok

kaji dulu sebelum lemparkan tuduhan, atasi perasaan cemburu terlampau kalu mahu bahagia

tak salh cemburu, berpada-padalah supaya jangan nanti anda yg menyesal

"SAKITNYA BILA DITUDUH, LEBIH SAKIT BILA IA DATANG DRI KAWANKU SENDIRI"

how i'm going to describe u..

i don't really know u much

as far as i know that u are sometime as nice as angel and sometime as bad as evil

(that is wut i noe about u from appearance)..

how i'm going to trust u dude

then how i'm going to love you

afraid gak kan bila so much pretending happen i dont noe when i with you it is really you, ur face show that u are happy but actually u don't..then how

kerisauan melandaaaa...

coz i dont want to make mistake twice..

U...I DON'T REALLY TRUST YOU..U MAKE ME TO FEEL SO..that is the facts..

but there is a white tiny spot in my heart about you..

i'm BACK OFF~

my cuppycakecup2!

sweetnyee..sedap taw cuppycakecup2 kte neh

ini adalah cupcake yg kte sponsored majlis pertunangan my cuzzie

mereka sukakanya

dan kte suke kannyeee jugaa :)

cuci mate la yee~

sungguh gentle!!

yesterday my cuziee was engaged..

i had to accompany her 4 outdoor engagement photoshoot..

the vanue was at Dataran Pahlawan..

the event started around 5.oo p.m right after the engagement ceremony..

we all headed to DP by our official photographer's car, they are 3 of them..

the photoshoot going smoothly n exciting!!

awsome!!..<3..wut a nice couple!

her fiencee ditemani oleh sahabat beliau "mr.M"..so kte pulk teman cuzzy kte neh kan..

so after photoshoot abes kteorng berempt balik2 same2..so right after kereta bergerak, her fiencee pon tanye nak pgi mane..cuzzy kte pon jawab tak tau la..

then sahabat beliau pon ckp, jom bawak Ifa pgi Jonker Street..(eh2 tbe2 le pulak nak bwk aku..cet)

so mereka2 bertiga setuju..kuhnun2 nak bawak kte pulak kan..bawak la orng yg baru bertunang..huahua9..

sampi la Jonker Street, sah2 la kan cuzzy kte jln ngn fiencee die sowh nak tak nak mr.M kene jln ngn kite..tbe2 die pakai tarik je hadbeg kite..ikuti edegan ini:

mr.M= awk..tape2 sye bwk kn beg awk ae..

ifaislam= eh2..tape ke neh..

mr.M= tapew (sambil wat muke sweet)..

ifaislam= ok..tengs~

mr.M= awk, tak sia2 sye beli baju neh..

iFaislam= kenapa

mr.M= cube tengk, baju kte same kan..

ifaislam= (aku pon tengk)..aaahh laaaa....(mcm mne leyh same neh..alamak..due2 kemeja itam)..

mr.M= awk name ape..(die pon tersenyum tersipu2)..

ifaislam= name kte ifa 

mr.M= uishh..sedap name tu..(ayt market)

berbual2 la sepanjang joker walk yg penuh n sesak wif makhluk2 kasar...~~

makhluk2 kasar yg ramai membuatkn kmi berasak2 tuk lalu situ..agak panas jugak lah..banyak kali kesat peluh kat muke..agaknye kan mr.M perasan kte neh panas..berlari die cri kipas..kat situ banyak giler orng jual eksesori..tbe2 mr.M dtg dengn membawa sebuah kipas yg lipat2 tu..terus dikipas depan mukee ..(alamak bro terharunyee)..ikuti edegan ini:

mr.M= awk sye kipas kn tok awk leyh..

ifaislam= (agk terkezut i nyah)..eh..um..takpelah..pent nnti

mr.M= ala, tape, kipas neh ringn je..

ifaislam= nodded (terpinge2..uh kipas la bro, memg ngh panas bangat neh.aahakx)

(ya allah..sepanjang jaln die kipas ku...ko gentle la bro, walaupon tak kenal kan tpi memg gentle)

Jap lgi tu kan..die nampak lgi gerai yg jual kipas gune batteri..aduh..die belikan lgi..

(lawak2 .."awk sye belikn kipas bateri ae, awk pilih la yg mne satu nak. nanti mlm2 awk panas leyh on kan aje"..mr.M

p/s kipas bateri 

(aku pon pilih la ngn muke tak malu..mula2 jual mahal..tpi amik jelah, dah ade depan mate..heheh)..
pastu kte simpan dalam poket sbb kicik n cute kipas tu..

kami pon meneruskan perjlnn  sambil dikipas oleh mr.M...

:)

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CUPCAKE

yaeyy..CUPCAKE coming up..ini saje wat tok mengisi waktu lapangg..see hasil tangn kite..

cOMOT ITU CUTEE..!!

truly me...ifa

I may not get to see u as often as i like. 

I may not get to hold u in my arms all through the night. 

but deep in my heart I truly know, 

you're the one that I Love and I can't let you go... >_<

HIM <3 IFA

p/s huhuhu

thanks 4 calling me dear..

hey2..rindu giler same itu sore then finally kol kte gak kan..thank you so much..sayg ko taw tak..windu giler kat ko..thanks taw sbb call..now, i miss u like hell..kol la lgi..kol la lgi..:(

touched~

Day by dAy

NitE by nitE

KisS by kisS

ToUch by toUch

Step by stEp

I fall in love 

A lovE s0 inc0mprEhEnsiblE

So viviD

So uniquE

So wild, thAt not evEn thE reigN of God could c0ntrol

A passi0n s0 dEep

A nEed s0 nEcessAry

A want s0 str0ng

The univErse w0uld not hAndlE

I love u todAy

I’ll lovE u tom0rr0w

I’ll lovE u forevE~ 

gUd nytE my eNdlEss l0ve..i l0vE u~ <3

this poem was given by Anis nadia Azman Azhare

die memang cinta dgn poem n sgt suke buat poem

orang kate kalu sape yang suke poem neh jenis yang romantik ae

jap2 nak okir..emm

DEFINATELY MEMG ROMANTIK..

SGBKTU!!

<3

i just LOVE IT!

DIS WOMEN SAID

"If you're gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty." — Marilyn Monroe

have a nice with me i will gv u flower

truly iFa <3

M E N G U L A R

hehehe..ari neh murah rezki..pose ade orng belanje..kat Restaurant Amigo..eastern food je kat situ..kebetulan ari neh pose so makanan pembuka pose ialah emm..entah la ae..lupe name ap..hehe..

hah tengk la pic kat bwh neh ya..yang neh yang kte order..thanks to kak piza for treated me such a delicious iftar..i owe u !!

after that we oll pgi MENGULAR ke JJ..see la pic2 neh..malas nak berceloteh pnjng2..bukn korunk bce pon..tak kuase i nyah..

1)Pegi sni..WAJIB..CR

2)RAYBAND

 3)POLO RALPH LAUREN

CAMEL OUTLET tok beli barang Hantaran..tade pic sbb battery abes..then pegi Elianto..habiskan mase selama sejam tok make up..aarghh..battery cam abes..kalu tak leyh snap pic..hehe..then balik kteorng sempat minum2 n lepaking at restaurant seafood..namenye..arrghh...tak taw..

then mak tepon..dah kol 12 kat mne neh..nape tak alek agi..

ok2 OTW la neh..

(padahal baru je smpi nak minum..opss..sshh)

HAPPY yeayyy!!

wut have i done??

ya Allah..mlm neh aku ditimpa musibah..semuanya pasal missunderstanding..

aku tak salh kan sesape..tapi aku salah kan orng yang bernama "missunderstanding"

yelah..aku tak buat..aku yang kene...

aku bukn perampas ya Allah..sikit pon tiada apa2 perasaan terhadap die..

apa lagi kawan aku sendri..

kami memg salu ym..itu pon kalu ade maslh..tpi setkt mintak pndangn atau mintak nasihat itu salah ke..

disebbkn nasihat itulah die ok dgn gf die..

aku sekadar membantu..mohon jangan lah disangkal lagi..

ya Allah..aku bermohon dibawah lembayungmu..

tetapkan hati mereka kejaln mu..

agar mereka mendapat nikmat kecintaan dalam rahmatmu ya Allah

gembirakn mereka

jangan ade lain yang pernah menghentikan perjalan hidup mereka selain dripadamu Ya Allah..
mood=T_T

hey ol!! ""beCRAZYnROMANTIC""

i just stalk someone's wall n album which is not my fb's friend yet n so lucky n i should thanks to him coz he dont put his fb as private n confidential..lalalaala..(u bukn taw pon kan)

every single thing i read from the info untill the album...walahh..(since when neh so kepoci)

he has a couple n sweet giler both of them..they are couple but yet the way the gul comment n boy comment tu seem they dont pretend to eachother...he used o call hi gf sayang n the gurl cal him baby..then there is a picture about the gul posing like gedik one..n i read oll the picture's comment n i laughing..u now wut i said they dont pretend to each other coz in dat picture he tried to give some itchy tricky word to his gf..he call her gemok..ala2 usikan manje gitu~

gemok n gemok n gemok..kept on calling his gf gemok 4 almost oll the pictures..until da gul get mad and call his bf babi...b stands 4 babi...hahaha..(but i know she dont really means that)..Iusikan manje in teenagers open hearted)...

but somtimes mcm tu best gak kan..we can freely say wut we want to partner..ONLY to The partner!..not to the public..coz from there everything we do seems like open n nothing to hiding at him/her...

my experience before rase macam too nerd je.hehee..

CONTOH

"awk dah mkn ke belom" "awak sehat ke tak"..evryday macam tu musti ta best kan...burink..

cube sekali sekalA..."oit, ko da makan lom sayang" "aku da mkn la baby"..hahhh..len dri yang len...nak bergaul pon senang kan..i dont like too SKEMA!..coz that is not me..be open to each other kan best!

huhuhuhu

""beCRAZYnROMANTIC""

I just hate it!

please la bro..dah due kali ko buat aku camtu..

ko ingt ta benggang pulak men2 atau gurau2 cmtu..

i'm piss off ok

when u did't that u make me hate u more n more...

don't play with my feeling

as far as i respect u please respect me

"imnotacowcauseIhavesenseoffeelingtoo"

"never say i love u,if u don't really care..

never talk about feelings,if they aren't really there..

never touch a life,if u mean to break a heart..

never say u're going 2,if u don't plan to start..

never say hello,if u really mean good-bye"

jetiNelayan photoshoot

learning and keep on learning how to manage the camera..

and yesterday i went to the crystal bay with my niece and my sister..

they are very cool to accompany me and we had treated by cooling sea wind

in the evening and yet for me this is an opportunity to haunt so many pictures as i can..yeasss!!

jettynelayanCrystalbay

kepuasan

SELAMAT HARI PERTUNANGAN KAK ECAH!!

SEMOGA KEKAL SEHINGGA KE JINJANG PELAMIN

memandangkan die telah lantikku sebagai photographer pada hari pertunangan beliau

ini lah one of the hasil yang telah kuburu

selebehnye tak leyh upload..banyak sangat

hehehe

p/s perlu dikomen dan dikritik

LizaBakery

u noe wut hari neh ade wat photoshoot kat zilaBakery..

berkesempatan menjenguk dapur die yang voke sangat exciting..

mane taknye tak penh-penah masuk dapur orng kan aspecially berkesempatan dapat

ngok beliaw wat muffin choclate..

arrghh..choclate mencair dan sangat sedap apabila masuk ke dalam mulut

so kne la kan promote sbb beliaw telah menjemputku untuk wat photoshoot di kitchen beliaw

aw~..best+sonok +excited

p/s inilah muffin choclate yang sangat sedap sehingga terangkat. first time rase nak lagi. wat malu je..huhuhu

yang terperanjatnya sebiji muffin neh hanya 50 sen sebiji jika tempahan melebihi 5o biji kalu tidak melebihi harganya 80 sen... aduh..nasib bek la aku tak jd tokey bakery neh kalu tak aku rase cam 50 sen murah sangat kot..kasi up lagi

muffin choclate memang sangat laris

sesuai untuk party2 keramaian

birthday party

pyjamas party

kenduri kesyukuran

dijadikan goddies dalam majlis pertunangan dan perkahwinan

hidangan minum petang 

dan sebagainya

p/s btw aku promote neh bukn disuruh ke or kene promote ke..hehe

no lah, secare sukarela je sbb mlm neh tbe2 nak mum ag la muffin choclate beliaw

aw....shangat shedapp..sheriusss~

kalu tbe2 korunk bace bnde neh kan and terlintas nak order, u can through me pon no problem.

saya sedia berkhidmat..ahakx

thank you~

hye missDiary

today i would like to tell you last night before i sleept, 

someone gave to me a song

nice melody n sweet..

i loike it..the song is, flying without wings from westlife

kinda evergreen song but it has been long time never heard this song

so listened to the song back..

for almost ten times

huhuhuhuh

p/s thank you so much yeeee

QUESTION N NEED AN ANSWER

indeed I have a long leisure time today as malaccian got one an emergency day off..

wut the heaven life if everyday is holiday..yeay!

nothing much to do but yet lucky to have missDiary around..hehe

she accompany me the whole day without mumble or grumble any words

if she did so, i'll delet my blog's accaunt..but i can't..i love my missDiary so much okeyh!

today i am editing my picca..well.. new edited picca coming up!!

 what do you think?..i'm talent enough?

 answer me answer me answer me

If I die Tomorrow

since yesterday i am not in the mood..

two days is like a 2 month i felt

i felt sorrow n touching

really bad feeling

the whole day with the tears were not split out..

screaming very loud inside but yet no one could hear it..

just only one know..n i know that YOU know my Mighty GOD..

recently..you all maybe know what happen in 10.10.10??

is about 15 people murdered unacceptable on road..

than i look into myself... wondering..what will happen if I die tomorrow

aw..is it is too sad to talk about??

how sad it is, i have to say!

coz i don't know my time..the time that can change everything..

the one thing that i'm scared is how my family face the fate without me around as always..

i know they will cry for me...and i really really really hope they can accept with 101% of heart

MY WILLS FOR FAMILY

• MOTHER don't forget to give all my t-shirt, baju kurung, jeans to our relative. EMPTY my cupboard n refill with something new. you can use all the space. make sure nothing left inside, fade everything that can make u remember about me because i know it HURT. Everyday please recite for me AL-FATIHAH. pray for my wellness life there. Please forgive me mother. i will always love you more you can imagine
• FATHER now you can use the car. keep the car well cause there is a lot of memorable thing happen inside the car as i am the loyalt driver. plus, thanks for the zakat u have paid every year since i was born until now. please HALALKAN everything u gave to me, food, expenses,jewellary,everyday money,every week money n every month money. Please forgive me ABAH
• KAK ILA everything you do for me i never forget, even a little tiny thing is always remain in my heart. thanks to all the support in spite of u gave me money,make up stuff, uncountable cloth, bring me holiday n visit so many wonderful place. i am really really appreciate that. please take care our parents sooo soo well..give them love. take care them as u care ur self
• KAK IJA don't forget to recite al-quran everyday. atleast "10 ayat" . when u recite them please don't forget me. Big of thanks for the money you had bank in into my account every month while i'm studying. always bring me to the pizzaHUt. chicken mushroom porridge is always my favourite, well u know that. everytime you go there, u can order the same porridge as u can remember me always.
• Abg Din nothing much i can say, don't skip solat, WORK HARDER
• KAK CT take care your kids ur and beloved husband, don't skip SOLAT, always ask help from 'HIM' up there. and pay the astro bil in everymonth! it is compulsory for you to back home everyweek. help MOTHER do chores  
• ABG AUS please work hard, help our PARENTS, support them give money to them, serious in your work, DON'T SKIP SOLAT
• ABG ANUAR nothing much i can say here, be cool, n always to remind you too DON'T SKIP SOLAT, there's nothing can help you except "HIM".

I LOVE you all as WIDE AS KOSMOLOGY and as SWEET AS mCfLURRY

MY WILL FOR FRIENDS

• NURAIN BT ABD KARIM.. you are my besties..love you ain..you are kind hearted..always soft hearted..be stronge in any test. HE always want to give him test to u dear, so that you are always be strong n patient. whatever happen on you, there must be reason..sometime it's hurt, but without you realise it, it just a beginner for u to get something precious which you never expected, something wonderful that u never emagine in your life...please don't forget me ain..
• MOHD AJLA..thanks for always there for me..you are such good guys..find ur lover..then let me know in your prayers...always focus in everything you do including your studies..find money and don't be lazy one..huhuhu..don't forget to recite me al-fatihah when u are performing your prayers.. lastly i would like to put u as someone that i trust, can you plase block all my myspace,facebook,twitter account.. u can get my ID in my facebook information at email address n my password from ain.. she knows. THANK YOU SO MUCH YE DEAR fren AJ!
• ANIS NADIA AZMAN AZHARE..thanks for be my sweetheart bff..sometime people might get confius me and you coz there plenty of people said that we are twin..sometime when we go to anywhere people will always ask, is she your twin at you n me..remember?..SURE WE ARE TWIN DEAR!..you are such the funniest person and coolest person i have..but yet i know you a such the sensitive one. well i know how to settle it. just sing you, your favorite gajah song which i composed my own then u will laugh..how sweet i am right..that's sweet about you dear "soul mate"..be take care and wash you hair. ~ILYDMEFF~ 

when the time comes, people may never say no...how much strength they put on to avoid it..they still can't afford to stop that. Allah said "when I will and it's happen". he has his right to take me my sweetest people..

PLEASE MAAFKAN SAYA

- truly IFA SHADIDA RAMLI~